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it is the eighth of december and i am starting to cry.
it is the eighth of december and i am all alone and
once again i have to pretend not to
mind.
it is the eighth of.
and you aren't here and it's less of the emptiness and
more of where you are now.
because i know that this is not about some other girl,
it's just about how i'm not good enough for
you.
or rather, i might be, but we both know that i
am too much trouble anyway. and i don't think that
you would want to spend your days
trying to decipher my poems for traces of you, but
i would think that now you know.
it is sometime in december and i'm already sick of the
cold and damp and the monotonous sound of
christmas music in the background.
it is the eighth of december.
i am tired of waiting because it is already the eighth
of december and yet you have not bothered to
tell me that this is not what you have dreamed of.
all i wanted was the eighth of december with
you by my side.
so please, if it is the eighth of december where you are,
think of me, and
pretend that you know me.
and maybe i'll feel you out there, and
perhaps
i won't feel so alone.
it is the eighth of december and i am all alone and
once again i have to pretend not to
mind.
it is the eighth of.
and you aren't here and it's less of the emptiness and
more of where you are now.
because i know that this is not about some other girl,
it's just about how i'm not good enough for
you.
or rather, i might be, but we both know that i
am too much trouble anyway. and i don't think that
you would want to spend your days
trying to decipher my poems for traces of you, but
i would think that now you know.
it is sometime in december and i'm already sick of the
cold and damp and the monotonous sound of
christmas music in the background.
it is the eighth of december.
i am tired of waiting because it is already the eighth
of december and yet you have not bothered to
tell me that this is not what you have dreamed of.
all i wanted was the eighth of december with
you by my side.
so please, if it is the eighth of december where you are,
think of me, and
pretend that you know me.
and maybe i'll feel you out there, and
perhaps
i won't feel so alone.
Literature
Your Words
Laughter filled the air around us.
A smile lit up your face.
The whole world seemed to disappear,
Just fade away into nothing.
All except you and me
~
Fingers laced together.
Your arm tucked around my waist.
Bringing me towards your warmth,
My heart was beating in rhythm with yours.
I wish I could have melted into you
~
At night I laid in your arms.
Breathing in and out slowly.
Your voice brought sleep to me,
Choosing every word so carefully.
That was my perfect lullaby
~
The air falls heavily upon me.
Eyes observing everything but you.
You're disappearing along with the world now
Fading away quickly.
There's nothing I c
Literature
The Nothing...
Fingers go through the motions.
Letters that used to be you now look bizarre.
They're not they same without you tracing them along with me.
The sand doesn't feel the same.
Not without your hand running through it.
Our fingers locked together; never meant to fall apart.
But just as every small piece of sand slips through my fingers,
So did you.
I didn't have to slip away.
The fists you made left me falling,
Falling until there was no you and me left.
All I have now is sand and abstract letters.
Sometimes I still find pieces of you left here.
But I can't put them together.
Not only would I end up with more of you then me,
There's
Literature
Fifteen Things
1.
I lied about never
getting in trouble in school;
once I was in a time
out in kindergarten--
I never said so,
but you already knew.
2.
I don't think I ever
lived my life without
the hidden motive
to hurt myself.
3.
Once and a while,
I pretend I'm still alive.
4.
I make myself talk
when he does
even though
my mouth feels glued
shut. It hurts to
let myself breathe
deep after the words take my air.
5.
I'd rather be hyper-aware than
unaware. That's why the
blood wins over drugs. The
endorphins work better than
hallucinogenics ever will.
6.
I don't think I know
what love means anymore.
Maybe I never really
did. I
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